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profile Oh hello. I am Rachy and I am 22.I don't eat my prawns. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I spend most of the time playing with Algae my hamster and sleeping. :) ♥ TagBoardThe Gal said TAG. NOT spam. August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 February 2012
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Tuesday, February 07, 2012
 so want to watch this..  Loneliness is when there's no one to share good news with or to find a shoulder to cry on. I realize my friends are too busy to be anything to do with me. I hate loneliness, it makes me cranky and when I feel like that. I actually hate my very existence and everything that i am. I dont want to hurt my parents by killing myself but believe that in a way would be doing them a favor. people who call me only when they need something from me. people who when i call them up just to talk and ask if we could hang out make it seem that it would be inconvenient for them to hang-out. it's like i'll the least person they want to hang out. it's like you have people around you but you know that you're still lonely coz you can't talk...you can't say anything. even with my family, they don't want to hear that my work is hard... its like i have no right to complain of being tired. no one wants to listen but when it's their turn, like i need to listen to them and help them. it's tiring. is it me? why am i surrounded by people who don't really care.  what a depressing xmas, I never had this feeling before..  I am dreaming of white Christmas, with every christmas card i write, May your days be merry and bright, and May all your christmases be white. Happy Christmas.  things to do when you're upset... Eat the best chocolate you can get your hands on. In bed. Or in the bath. Turn up music you really love. Play it so loudly that it soaks in through your skin. Dance in your pyjamas. Feel the pain lift. Sing. Loudly. Badly. Off-key. Whatever you like. Drink 2 litres of fizzy drink (pop, soda, you know) & stay up until sunrise. Plan a holiday. Spend an hour in your variety store of choice, set yourself a budget ($20?) & buy some junk. Lip treatments, candy, maybe an exfoliating scrub… Then go home & play with your new purchases. There’s a reason it’s called retail therapy, you know (though of course, it doesn’t last). Think up nicknames for all your friends, then send them each postcards to alert them. Stick little crystals on something you use every day. Load up your ipod & go for a walk through your favourite park. Pour pancakes in the shape of your initials. Eat them while watching aerobics on television. Buy ridiculous slippers. Make a list of the things you want to do to celebrate the upcoming season. Go to an aquarium & take photos of the jellyfish. Watch movies you used to love as a child. Walk around a garden centre & buy a colourful plant. Give it a name. Tell someone everything. Hug your friends. Believe that everything is always getting better.  Important men in a women’s life. 1. A Doctor - who tells her to "take off all her clothes." 2. A Dentist - who tells her to "open wide." 3. A Milkman - who asks her "do you want it in the front or the back?" 4. A Beautician - who asks her "do you want it teased or blown?" 5. An Interior Designer - who assures her "once it’s inside, you will love it!" 6. A Banker - who insists to her "if you take it out too soon, you’ll lose interest!" 7. And most important... A Hunter - who always goes deep into the bush, always shoots twice, always eats what he shoots, but keeps telling her "Keep quiet and lie still!"  Indeed it is...  Doesn't mean I touch your Cell phone means that I wanna see your messages. am I that kind of person to you, I dun go around looking at people Inbox messages! I mean I have never read my friends messages at all unless they show me.  Dear Tummy, sorry for all the butterflies. Dear Pillow, sorry for all the tears. Dear Heart, sorry for the damage. Dear Brain, you were right. Because I love her, I have seen her broken heart… And the tears she cried alone. I have cried with her, and had a broken heart too. (Psalm 56:8)
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